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Ereshkigal ([personal profile] queenofkur) wrote2025-10-01 11:40 am

IC CONTACT || KARTERIA

@goddess.of.death
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peacewithouttyranny: (cunning)

[personal profile] peacewithouttyranny 2026-03-08 02:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[The door opens slightly ajar, then.... A fecorious beast zooms out and surrounds Ereshkigal! Except said beast weights less than five pounds, is a ball of energetic fluff, and couldn't even reach past her knees. It is, however, very friendly as he looks up at her happily, stomping the ground around her with his tiny little legs.

A second after, Soundwave then appears, pushing the door open fully.]


Greetings, Ereshkigal. Do not mind Bruiser... He likes making friends.

[Meanwhile the kitty is shy. She's perched on Soundwave's shoulder, peeking out the side of his head as she regards the goddess curiously.]
peacewithouttyranny: (Curious taste)

[personal profile] peacewithouttyranny 2026-03-09 04:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Fawns?

[Alas, Soundwave does not have the internet at his disposal to look up the information himself. But, as he is an animal lover himself, it pleases him to hear that regardless. Bruiser is happy to be scooped up too, enjoying the pet he's getting.]

Tell me more about these... fawns. Ah, but first... Come on in.

[Inside, the house is spartan, nary a decoration to be found in this house. But once they reach the living room, it is at least a little bit livelier. The wallpaper is still dull and empty, but there's the giant elephant plushie taking up a space on the couch and two particular plushies right beside it. Scattered on the ground are some chew toys.]

Pardon the mess. [Aside from the toys, it's barely a mess.]
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[personal profile] peacewithouttyranny 2026-03-10 05:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[Huh, he didn't know that's what baby deer are called. The more you know... More importantly, she's the patron goddess of deer... With this hindsight, he feels he made the right choice in picking the baby deer plushie for her gift. Well, aside from the fact that he bought it because it was a cute little doll.

He tilts his head to the side at the last comment, confusion painting his face.]


It is more accurate to say I hadn't considered interior decoration at all. [He drops down on his knee and gently places the kitty on the floor... Only for her to zoom away into hiding under the couch. Shy little thing.] I think it's fine as it is.

[Yes, he thinks the dull wall with zero decor is fine. She's seen nothing yet, though. His bedroom is peak male living space.]

It sounds like there is a story behind you inheriting this divine authority over deers. Does that make you a Goddess of Deers?

[Though he has a flat expression, he looks at Ereshkigal with innocent curiosity, as he unknowingly step into a minefield.]
peacewithouttyranny: (Holomatter! Waves)

[personal profile] peacewithouttyranny 2026-03-11 02:23 pm (UTC)(link)
[It is a bit surprising to hear her starting off with an insult. Surprising enough that it has Soundwave slightly taken aback. Nitwick isn't the most offensive insult he's ever heard, but coming from Ereshkigal is a bit of a shock as she's always been so nice. This diety must've been a piece of work.]

Ah, I can't imagine he was good company then. At least you have authority over cute creatures?

[Even if it wasn't the specific cute animal she wanted. The thought did come to his mind that maybe Ereshkigal wasn't so alone down there if there was a somebody else around. Alas, that hope is immediately shot down]

He could've made himself useful in the Underworld or befriend you if he has to be stuck there for half a year every year. [He steps closer towards Ereshkigal to give doggie some headpats of his own.] Besides, I think being stuck with Ereshkigal for an eternity doesn't sound bad.

[If there's ever an event where he had to be stuck with someone for an eternity, Ereshkigal is in the top 5 at least.]
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[personal profile] peacewithouttyranny 2026-03-13 04:19 am (UTC)(link)
Of course I do.

[He says with nothing but sincerity in his words. He's not sure how much Ereshkigal values friendship, but he's the type to walk to the end of the universe for his friends, including sticking together for an eternity.

Hm, this deity doesn't sound like a totally bad person.

They aren't exactly friends by the sound of it, but if he had comforted Ereshkigal and seek help to rescue her from whatever this "undignified" sonething. Hearing her dark tone when saying the word, he opts not to ask her to avoid drenching up unpleasant memories. Even the doggie senses the dark tone, whining pitifully while looking up at her with sad, beady eyes.

Instead he focuses on what she said last.]


Is it presumptuous of me to say that it is a rarity to find a goddess as kind as you are?
peacewithouttyranny: (You wanna go bitch)

[personal profile] peacewithouttyranny 2026-03-13 12:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[Part of him expects her to say that, boasting herself as the perfect goddess, trying to act cool. So, he's mildly surprised that she's being open about her uncertainty and insecurity instead.]

I can assure you that you deserve such compliments. Proof of it is right there. [He points at the giant elephant plush with his thumb.] I could hardly think of anyone as kind.

[While he would bat for his previous friends anytime, he'd hesitate calling any one of them kind. In fact, kindness is a liability and a sign of weakness in his old faction - you could easily be taken advantage of. Fortunately, it's not a mindset he subscribes to any longer, and thanks to that, he's able to find tremendous value in this friendship.]

If anything, I am unsure of deserving your kindness.
peacewithouttyranny: (cunning)

[personal profile] peacewithouttyranny 2026-03-15 03:33 am (UTC)(link)
[It's difficult to accept when he has a low opinion on himself. Perhaps it's the same for Ereshkigal, and that was why she reacted the way she did to his compliments. He'll get back to that in a bit.]

As Ereshkigal the Goddess of Death, you should treat everyone fairly and equally while performing your job. [A pause.] But, as Ereshkigal the Human, I think it's acceptable for you to have your personal biases. Us mortals can't help but to have our biases.

[One might say it's a flaw or a limitation, but it's a natural feature for living beings with free will. Now, back to the earlier point.]

Even if I had sinned throughout most of my lifetime, do you think I'm truly deserving?

[He hesitates to open up about his past. While the first step of redemption is to acknowledge your wrongdoings, Ereshkigal is within the line where he cares about what she thinks of him. Still, the fact that he's trying to be open is proof of how he value her friendship.]
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[personal profile] peacewithouttyranny 2026-03-16 04:27 pm (UTC)(link)
I believe you will grow eventually. I know I did, and us Cybertronians are notoriously slow learners. We had a war that lasted for over four million years.

[Not even he knows why the war lasted as long as it did. After a certain point, nobody really cared what or why they were fighting other than eradicating the other side. But, this should give her an idea of what sins are weighing him down, what he wasted most of his lifetime on.

He turns to meet her eyes.]


For the longest time, I thought I was doing the right thing. Believed that what we were doing was heroic, but... There's no such things as heroic or heroes in a war.
peacewithouttyranny: (Land of Wonders)

u saw nothing

[personal profile] peacewithouttyranny 2026-03-18 05:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[They all erode and change with the passage of time... Ain't that the truth. It doesn't apply to him, but many, many others who fought in the war. And from what he's observed, not all of them has reached the same epiphany he had, came to the same realization, or was tired of war as he is.]

I have done a lot of regrettable things in my life. Most would consider some of my actions unforgivable, despite telling myself I'm doing the right thing. At the end of the day, we are our actions, not our hope. Thanks to my realization, I vowed to return to my original roots as a pacifist and right my wrongs, even in this world.

[Even when he's in an entirely different world, where no one knows of his reputation and hasn't done any wrongs, it doesn't mean he should stop trying to do good deeds. He's returned to his old roots. Or, he feels he's on the right path to it at least.]

Better late than never, right? That's a human saying, I think. And... I believe there will come a time where you won't feel too bad accepting your human mindset. Whether gods, humans, or mechanoids, we all have the capacity to grow.

[It feels nice, like some weigh has lifted off his shoulders. Perhaps there is some merit to talking about his feelings rather than bottling them all up. Of course, there's still some topics he isn't willing to broach on yet, mainly about his powers, which is another can of worm, but it has no relevance in this current topic.]
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;3

[personal profile] peacewithouttyranny 2026-03-19 05:19 pm (UTC)(link)
[Brows raised and curved, and his eyes widen slightly at her. The surprised expression on his face speaks for itself. It sounds like she's regretted her attempt, though, so she doesn't need him to tell her how dumb that plan was. He can't quite grasp her reasoning for preserving humanity that way, but perhaps he doesn't fully understand a goddess's mindset.

Regardless, they both have committed a grave sin. Though he thinks his kill count is probably higher than hers, on account of the war having spread out across the galaxy, dragging unwitting worlds into their conflict. Ultimately, he sees he's not alone in having a regrettable past.]


I'll... try not to.

[A pause, as his gaze falls to the floor. It's a bit embarrassing to do this, but he steps closer to her side and puts his arms around her for a nice side hug, initiating imprinting, as a show of appreciation. And the side hug is mostly because he doesn't want to sandwich lil Bruiser between them.]

Thank you.
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[personal profile] peacewithouttyranny 2026-03-20 05:40 pm (UTC)(link)
[Ereshkigal's sparkling... That is enough to tell him that she's happy. He's... happy, too. His cheeks burn with a healthy red flush. For once, he steps out of his comfort zone when he initiates the hug, but it's clear he's still awkward, especially when she turns it into a full-blown hug!

Which he'll admit to.... After a good long moment of hugging, of course. He breaks the embrace, though keeping his hands on her arms, trying to maintain his usual stoic expression despite the red on his face.]


I am not... Used to giving hugs. More used to petting my friend's head. [He shrugs.] But I suppose that might be odd if I had done that to you instead.
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[personal profile] peacewithouttyranny 2026-03-23 10:03 am (UTC)(link)
[With the rate of hugs he's getting in just half a year in this place, he may very well be on his way of becoming a great hugger!]

Ah, my friends have animal bodies as their main mode rather than a humanoid body like mine. And I am much larger than they are. [In some cases, hugs are a little less convenient than head pats!] They are still people, though.

[A point he likes to emphasize whenever the topic comes up.]

Not used to it? You could've fooled me. From the times you hugged me before, I figured you already are a big hugger.

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